Because sometimes… it really does feel like the planets are f*ckin’ with you.
I had my workshop STRESS LESS to conduct.
Everything was tested. Everything was perfect.
Until that evening…
❌ People couldn’t get in.
❌ Audio didn’t work.
For a perfectionist (and any business owner), delivering messy work? Feels like sh*t.
So I decided, instead of charging,
👉 I’d record the whole thing and give it FREE to those who missed it.
I sat down and recorded for 2 hours.
💻 Till it CRASHED at the end…
At this point:
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I was recovering from a flu.
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I was frustrated and tired.
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I honestly didn’t wanna go through it again.
Yesterday tanked. Now this?
I spiraled. I cried.
😭 Vented to my husband and my coach.
Then… I pulled myself together.
🎙️ Recorded AGAIN for another 2 hours.
And… 💻 CRASH. Again. Like WTF?
BUT while venting to my husband, I caught myself smiling.
Because even in the middle of all this chaos, I was proud. Not because things went well (they didn’t).
But because I handled it better than the old me ever could.
(and that’s a huge f*ckin win for anyone who’s actively working on themselves).
Old me would have...
🧠 Stayed stuck in my head, criticizing myself, doubting my work, my drive.
💭 Stayed moody and pissed AF, swinging between suppressing or exploding.
💣Given up, not recorded again, gone full hermit mode.
Made it personal—worried about my biz rep, convinced I wasn’t cut out for this, stayed mad at the Universe, blamed Mercury retrograde, and definitely wouldn’t share this out loud.
New me?
She asked: “If I was the version of me I’m proud of, how would I show up?”
She let herself FEEL. Cry. (Old me thought crying was weak, so this is a win.)
She understood the message behind the emotion—that I was tying my worth to my work.
🎥Recorded again. And now? I’m showing up here, vulnerably, sharing this with you.
And now? I’m showing up here, vulnerably, sharing this with you.
She leaned on her husband, leaned on her coach, trusted the process, and embraced the mess.
(Still blaming Mercury retrograde though, because seriously… the symptoms are all there 😅).
This might sound small to some people.
But if you’ve ever been paralyzed by overthinking, anxiety, and self-criticism—you get it.
Moments like these? They’re everything.
Because they show you that you don’t have to be carried away by your thoughts and emotions.
You can choose differently.
You can flow with sh*t instead of forcing it.
Firstly – The STRESS LESS Workshop is FINALLY READY and it is ABSOLUTELY FREE for everybody!
To those who requested it, thank you for being patient with me! Wooh!
Secondly, this is exactly what The Zen Manual does.
This isn’t just about “staying positive” or “managing stress.” It’s about shifting the core foundations that determine how you experience life, even when it’s messy.
Here’s what we work on inside TZM:
🧠 Module 1: Truth About Reality Understand how your mind shapes your world, so it supports you instead of sabotaging you.
❤️ Module 2: Feel Good on Purpose Process emotions instead of being run by them. No more reacting in ways you regret or shutting down.
⚡️ Module 3: Becoming Take aligned actions—not perfectly, but consistently—so you actually create change instead of just wishing for it.
👑 Module 4: No Identity Crisis Own your worth. Build confidence so you stop doubting yourself and start moving with grounded, main-character energy.
💞 Module 5: Mirror of Love Show up fully in relationships, set boundaries without guilt, and stop letting other people drain you.
🌙 Module 6: Invisible Influences Work with energy (yes, even the stuff you can’t see) to stop forcing and start flowing.
This isn’t another “quick fix” program.
It’s a f*cking shift.
One where life doesn’t have to control you—because you’ve finally learned how to control how you respond to it.
So that you can celebrate moments…
✨ Where you don’t get carried away by your thoughts and feelings.
✨ Where you take action that supports your goals—not your fears.
✨ Where you remember your worth, feel supported, and flow with sh*t instead of forcing it.
📌 We start September. Enrollments are OPEN now.
✨ I offer a FREE Consult Call so you can see if this is what you’ve been waiting for.
💬 click the link to either book a call or get a copy of the workshop!