I Was Convinced I Was Gonna Die Because No One Knew What Was Wrong With Me.

I Was Convinced I Was Gonna Die Because No One Knew What Was Wrong With Me.

For over three weeks, I was suffering with a horrid stomach ache.
I was vomiting and getting diarrhea—everything I consumed immediately came out.


I went to multiple doctors, did countless blood tests that showed slight discrepancies but no clear source.


Diagnosed with a stomach infection one week, then a virus the next.
One even told me, "It's all in your head, just relax," while I was literally puking in front of him.


Heavy doses of meds, and nothing worked.


I went home, put on my favorite show—Dr. House MD— to distract myself, only to be convinced every symptom was fatal and was going to die and that the only person who could save me was Dr. House himself.


But fck, he was a made-up character.
So wtf was I supposed to do?


Now I got even more paranoid.


This is proof of how little it takes to mess with your mind and mood.


We think what we consume is "harmless," but mindless scrolling, news and the media are constantly programming you with new beliefs and expectations—reflecting right back into your reality without you even realizing the extent of it.


Imagine how much is actually influencing you beneath the surface: childhood conditioning, societal expectations, peer pressure and constant propaganda telling you how to live, look, and feel.


This is how your circumstances take control of you, and why you feel like life is constantly working against you.


This is why mindfulness exists: as the practice of noticing your thoughts and feelings before reacting, so you can find out what is really driving your life.


This is why you work with a Coach to reveal the hidden stories, beliefs and expectations keeping you stuck in situations that feel like sh*t.


We bring in new perspectives and real solutions to take back control.


So if you're convinced:

  • Life is hard and people are out to get you.
  • You never get what you want and things are always unfair.
  • You're always used, taken advantage of, or forced to suck it up while others put you down.
  • You have no right to express yourself or just be who you are.
  • You're stuck in a loop of feeling not enough.
  • You believe you have to suffer to succeed.


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Oh, still wondering what was actually wrong with me? 😅

Eventually, my paranoia hit an all-time high.
I was laying in bed dramatically saying tearful goodbyes to my parents while they made arrangements to fly me out to Singapore—all while Dr. House MD blared in the background.


Then, one final doctor recommendation came through.
We met this lovely soul who didn't say a single word, just picked up my right leg, and I screamed bloody murder.


Yep... I had been suffering with acute appendicitis for 3 weeks, which didn't show the most obvious symptoms except for that one physical test.
And I probably would have been a little more chilled out if I wasn't binging Dr. House at the same time, convincing myself I was dying—clearly not helping an already overreactive mind.


I know you've got an overreactive mind too, even if you don't know the exact source, and you don't know how to stop it. It’s quietly destroying your peace, straining your relationship with your partner or kids, tanking your focus at work, letting stress fck up your decisions, blocking incredible opportunities and ruining your health.


That’s why you work with me.
You can't control your environment or everything you get exposed to, but you can control its influence on you. That is the work.


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